Feeling Supported by Life
(formerly Become your own Provider)
 
A healing journey from scarcity & fear into trust, abundance and feeling fully provided for.
 
What would change if, deep within you, you truly trusted that you would always have what you need?
 
So many of us carry deeply rooted fears around provision.
 
Will there be enough?
Will I have enough money?
Will I be supported?
What if something goes wrong?
What if I can’t provide for myself?
 
These fears can run much deeper than our current circumstances. They can come through our families and ancestors, our childhood experiences, societal conditioning and generations who lived through poverty, hardship, uncertainty or simply never having enough.
 
This healing journey is about changing that story from within.
 
We begin by grounding deeply into Mother Earth and connecting above to Source, before working with the energy of Citrine — the crystal of abundance and prosperity — Mother Gaia, Sophia and the Central Sun.
 
Within the journey, you connect to a powerful golden fire within your solar plexus — your own centre of personal power — and experience this energy as containing everything you need:
 
Shelter. Nourishment. Health. Love. Joy. Abundance. Prosperity. Creation. Possibility.
 
Rather than searching outside yourself for evidence that you will be okay, you are invited to first cultivate the feeling of being fully provided for within you.
 
From this embodied state, we then work with the conscious, subconscious and unconscious mind to begin changing deeply held programmes around scarcity, poverty, lack and not enoughness.
 
We explore beliefs that may have come through your mother’s line, your father’s line, your upbringing, teachers, family, society or other experiences that taught you to fear that there wouldn’t be enough.
 
And we begin choosing something different.
 
I am enough.
I have enough.
I am supported.
I am safe.
I trust that I will always land safely.
I trust that the Divine is holding me.
 
This isn’t simply about money.
 
Provision can mean having the resources, opportunities, relationships, nourishment, health, support and guidance you need to meet your life.
 
The deeper intention of this healing is to help you move from fear into trust, scarcity into abundance and constantly looking outside yourself for security into cultivating a deeper sense of support within.
 
It is an invitation to embody the energy of:
 
Enoughness.
Abundance.
Prosperity.
Trust.
Support.
Freedom.
 
And from there, to become more open to recognising and receiving the provision that shows up in your outer world.
 
This healing may be particularly supportive if you find yourself worrying about money or the future, struggling to trust that there will be enough, carrying family patterns of scarcity or poverty, or feeling as though you have to control everything in order to feel secure.
 
Because underneath scarcity is often a much deeper question:
 
Can I trust life to support me?
 
This journey invites you to begin answering:
 
Yes.
 
You can return to this healing weekly if you feel called. Each time is an opportunity to deepen the new beliefs, notice the old scarcity thoughts that continue to surface, and practise embodying a different way of being.
 
You are enough. You are supported. And you are allowed to receive.
 
💛 Already a member of the Heart & Soul Collective?
This meditation along with the entire Healing Vault, is included in your membership. Simply head over to the Collective on Skool to access it there.
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You can purchase this meditation individually here in the Healing Vault (priced in €), or join the Heart & Soul Collective for $45 USD/month and receive access to the entire Healing Vault, including all new healings added each month.
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Martina x
 
⚖️ Disclaimer
 
This healing activation is a form of energetic support and is not intended as a replacement for professional medical care. By purchasing or listening to this recording, you acknowledge that you are responsible for your own wellbeing and agree not to hold Martina Hegarty liable for any outcomes resulting from this session.